Learning my heart

Its already too late,
Ive chosen my fate,
Ive made a fist,
And quickly slit my wrist,

You could have saved me,
But you didn't see,
Its too late to wonder why,
Now away i will fly,

But I'm gone now to save you,
From all that i would do,
I tried to teach you my heart,
Now i know that wasn't smart,

It only lead to your pain,
I did it all in vain,
And when you find this,
Know that i had a hit or miss,

And that i didn't hit,
Because i didn't do it,
So do not fret,
At least not yet,

Because i will live on like i said,
It will be awhile before I'm dead.