That Girl

Im surrounded by hundreds of people
Yet Im alone
Everyday I stumble through
Thinking about what would happen
If I just ended it all
If you could read my thoughts
Would you be shocked
To know about that girl
Who sits in the corner,
The girl who was abandoned
By so called friends,
That girl
The one who is affected
A lot more than you would like to believe,
By shallow girls and
Petty words
Sly looks
Whispers?

The girl who wished
She was brave
Or is it cowardly
Enough to end it all
She glances at
The knife
The pills
The vodka
Which one? She thinks

But she wont do it
I know it, she wont
She wouldnt
Would she?
Would I?