Her painful existence

A troubled teenage age girl
With hidden beauty
She didn't think any one could see
Her family is broken
Shes abused by every sibling she has
She never knew her dad,
Her mother hardly there,
Dont you see shes still a little girl inside?
Shes only battered and broken on the outside
She knew one thing could make her forget
Her prized possession
She would use it every day, her favourite pastime
She loved to carve pretty decorations on her arm
It released her from her painful existence for a stinging moment

She would drown in her dreams
In an ocean of her own blood
She doesn't know what it means
Shes torn up inside
And bleeds tears every night
She hopes everyday shes close to dying
She thrives for it to happen, shes tired of crying.
No one knows the pain that runs through her veins
Shes hides her torment.

Her pain is so intense she feels it from her heart
To her fingertips
Its like a weight is bringing her down she can hardly move
She cut too deep this time
The dark blood dribbling from the jagged groove on her wrists
She had to cut deep, she had a bad day
She couldn't resist
Pure hatred is all she feels as she thinks of her family
One last time
A chill runs down her spine
She is terrified of dying but she knows it better then staying there
Shes taking in her last short breaths
And her mother walks through the door
Before she dies she flashes her mother a smile
And sighs in her last breath "I'll see you in hell"