I wish I could make u whole again

I love you so much.
no matter what happens,
I'll always love you.
I'd give anything to make you feel the way you used to.
I wish I could make you understand the feelings inside my mind about you.
I'm so confused.
I don't even understand my thoughts myself.
I'm sorry If I hurt you.
I stay awake at night,
trying to forget the horrible things I said and did to you.
I just wish that you could understand what I'm going through.
I wish things would go back to normal.
we could talk like we used to.
but, maybe we can fix it,
maybe just maybe i could make you whole again.