The night is calling
I hear her call
Come to her and
I shall walk
My anger
My hate
Flows through my veins
Just like my blood
It comes stronger
With each passing night
The thing I want to know
Why call me when I'm angry
It knows my anger can be used
For the spells
The fragile state of mind
The power that flows through me
My power is unstable
I don't want to be scared anymore
Not know how to control it
It will kill me one day
My thoughts of suicide coming back
My wanting of pain
Something to help me take control
And put it all away
I want to see my blood
I want the pain so bad
An outlet for my anger
outlet for my hate.