Day/Night

In the day
I won't give myself away
You never see me sad
Sometimes just a little mad

You see me as a saint
You never see my hidden pain
You don't see that I'm lost
Or that my lies come at a cost

Then it's night, there is a change
You will think it is very strange
I can't do anything but cry
My cheeks are no longer dry

Now shattered it's my mask
rebuilding it it is my task

No one can hear me shout
I do not want to be out
I know it is a sin
But I want to be in

I want no one to see my tears
I know they don't understand my fears
I'm putting them inside my mind
I just want to be kind

I want my past life
I want everything to be fine
I wan it to mend
So this depression can end

I want to be only me
Only be the one you see.

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