Safe number

Everything i do
All the routines and steps
The black fog
Circling my mind
The voices in my head
Turn in a circle
Wait and stop

You freak
Your strange
Silly little girl

Turn around once more
Tap the table 5 times
Turn
Circle
Five

You call me a freak
But at least in my world
I have the safe number
What do you have to keep you safe?
Nothing