Not There

by Katlynn   Jan 22, 2006


I try everything for you to notice me
i would dye my hair but do you see
i bite my nails to the ends
i made my ears become plugs
but you don't notice me at all

I'll wear those tight jeans
I'll wear my rancid t-shirt
it's your favorite band you have said
but again you don't notice me

I'm getting sick of this
the tears forum from my eyes
the color is turning into a red dye
the blood flows out of me

i fell for the wrong person
i fell for the one who was going to kill me
kill me inside of my own self

i write a note
not knowing what i was doing
i looked at my ceiling fan
i begin to commit it
the worst crime anyone would do

i hung myself inside my room
the lights begin to shut off
while my parents lock my door
forever to keep

everyone is telling at school
everyone knows
he finally noticed
noticed that i was dead
he actually wanted to listen
he actually cared
to bad I'm not there
not there kissing him

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