The Suicide

If I die before I wake
Tell him my heart is his to take
Tell him I'm sorry for all of this
I would have gave anything for one more kiss
And when I'm found in the light of dawn
Just know that you did nothing wrong
You could have done nothing to stop what I did
But for so long I've run and hid
I hope you forgive me and I hope you forget
But I was getting so sick of living in regret
Did I tell you I love you? Because I've felt it for so long
Please just take my hand, please just stay strong
I miss you... You're my everything
But to you was I anything?
I know you didn't feel the same
That's impossible, you don't know the pain
You can't possibly know how much I care
And how much I dream for you to be there
I know you'll never notice I'm gone
But please don't grieve for too long
I know you love her more than me
Its plain as day to simply see
I was nothing, and now I'm dead
A bullet hole full of led

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Samantha
Written in Blood