I'm right here
can't you see me
i've done the best i could
just to stick with you
but it just isnt the same anymore
my feelings for you has changed
i don't know who you are anymore
at the beginning
all i could think about
was how much i loved you
how happy i was to be with you
before i couldn't live without you.
now, months have passed
and all i think about is,
why do i love you?
what happened to the happiness?
i cry every night
wishing, hoping
that one day
the pain will go away.
i pray that this love will disappear.
that one day this won't matter anymore
that it'll become just another memory
but things aren't going as planned
my feelings for you are still here
my thoughts, memories of you are still clear.
so i turn to the only real thing
that i can trust
the one that will take my pain away
i turn to you, my dagger
my true friend, my love
my true healer
