I took your name off the list,
Hoping all my troubles would go away.
Thinking I wouldn't need to talk to you.
But I proved myself wrong.
I caught myself,
As I typed your name in,
Just to see if you were on.
I defeated my tears and
Just kept thinking all the things you'd say to me,
Just to crack a smile.
I have the ones who love me the most by my side,
Trying to distract my mind from you.
It works so well,
Till they're gone,
My thoughts of you come back to me,
Hoping your out there alright.
I lay there at night,
Wondering how you are,
And how your day went.
I wish I knew what your heart says about this all.
But I'll lay clueless for a while.
