My Sally Rag Doll

I'm sorry i have been such a b.i.t.c.h,
I'm sorry i havn't been there,
I'm really messed up , i know that,
I don't mean to f.u.c.k you about i swear,

I know i keep asking for one more chance,
I've lost you this time for sure,
I didn't mean to do this, I promise,
But i what else am i good for?

I am a crap friend i know that,
I don't know how to do it,
You have been there for me always,
But still i treat you like s.h.i.t,

I don't know why i do this,
I really havn't a clue,
I want a good friend i know that,
And i want that friend to be you,

I'm trying to please everyone,
But i'm failing myself instead,
It's making me feel really bad,
I'm just staying all day in bed,

I need you alot i know,
But what can i give you in return?
I'm not in the right place to help you out,
I have loads more still to learn,

I know this doesn't make sense hun,
I'm still trying to work it out,
I don't want to lose you,
I know that without a doubt,

So how do i just control it?
How do i reach the middle?
How do i make it fair?
So we dont have to quibble,

Help me out im crap at this,
I don't know what to do,
How do i get it right?
What can i do for you?

*sorry i know this is crap, but it's all in my head, and i don't know how to fix it*

© Zoey Bell 2006