I would rather have you lie

And the truth is,
i never got sick of you saying i love you

and maybe thats why it hurts the most now,

to hear that you never meant it.
and i dont even hate you, not even a little bit.

because i meant every word i said.

you left me here now with a broken heart.
and i cant even stop thinking about you, no i couldnt even start.

i will love you no matter what.

and all you can say is, yea i need to grow up,

and you admitting to not loving me hurts so much, i would rather have you lie.

then have me sitting here crying,

and just wanting to die