I am ...............

I am...

I'm a normal teenager who has her own problems
I have problems like depression and self harm
but I'm trying my hardest to deal with my pain
Most of the days I'm honest some days not

Some days I feel like I want to scream and cry
because I make my days so bad and horrible
I like reading books about solving the mystery
I tend to be a quiet person but then I'm not

I love to write poetry way to express myself
I love reading poetry way to know I'm not alone
I love to write poetry about hard times and death
I just love poetry I hope to get better in time

I'm trying to find out what I want in this life
so then someday I'll get read of this knife
that has been abusing me for months
I hope in time to get better and be alright

but like I said I'm a normal seventeen year old
who has her moods staying rapidly the same
I get angry and happy and depressed even blue
but thats just me and my own little life here

I am who I am sorry you can't changed me
but I can try and change myself for the better
and have friends and family help me on the way
I am who I am you are who you are and thats great

(C) DevilWithin