The true hell within me...

I close my eyes, and go sit in my room
and lock the door,begin to gloom
because of what you said
the way you yelled at me
my crying eyes, oh if them you only did see
they things you say
the way you yell
it almosy feels like i am burning in hell
i don\'t think i can\'t take this anymore
im\' sick of you
and i think that you\'re sick of me
just leave me alone and let me be
i hate it hear i just wanna go
i really hate you, oh aunty does it show?
i used to think that it was all a dream
but now that\'s not how it seems
it is real and it\'s killing me
just leave me alone and let me be
i take this knife to my boney wrist
but wait aunty there is a twist
i\'m loving it, the pain it feels so good
this is my kind of hell
join me if you would....

this is nothing real, it was just a moment in time when i was angry at my aunt whom i live with..but i would never do anything like this..and i love me aunt.. it was just an stress relever...