I don't want to grow up this way.
A way that I can not say. You haven't seen the real me
So for right now leave me be.
I feel indignant towards you just to let you know
You never listen, didn't you ever know?
You make me feel dejected and low
I can not see sun rays shine on me all I here is the dark corner call me
You haven't seen what you've done
You said you are disgusted in me.
dint you see you hurt me
You don't know what its like day after day
To come home and know somethings going to go wrong
I see it while I sit here and write I know when I get home there'll be a fight
Telling me I will regret what I have done
You don't understand so can you see?
This is because you don't listen to me.
Do you see why I don't care?
It is not that hard if you try.
I am just a girl who loves to write, but when I do
It is about a fight.
You think I'm rude but its not just me.
Look at this whole family.
Everyone thinks I am a outgoing girl
But does anyone see whats inside of me, you don't know what I am
All you see is a happy go lucky girl living in a wonderful world.
But I am not that happy girl living in a wonderful world.
I am me
You may think I am friendly and by that you are right
But you can not see that I am slight not right.
But as I see myself right now.
Is a young girl with a different world
Who has her own unique pattern
And many curls.
I am that type of girl who loves music,
As you may see.
Some people say I am rude and have a attitude. You may be right
But if you know the real me you would see.
You may see me full of laughter and fun but thats only at school with
Everyone. You may also see me as a softball player, and that is me
But once I take a quick glimpse towards myself
I realize that I am a ambitious girl just trying to make it through this world
Everyone has a right to know
My family is not right
We all fight no one really likes each other
Not even me. I really don't get along in this family
We all argue and fight right through the night
I want to leave behind this life
Did you hear me? Did you listen?
I thought you didn't you'd never know
So let me tell you its not right
Let me go so you would know
What you have done. You messed up my life
Can you see?
I am me or do you see a daughter that is always mad, because
Of this family? Well if you look you will see, the real me.
