Im going to hell.

Where Am I going,
And who is next?
What are you doing God?
I'm not prepared for this test.

I live your requirements,
I know what you want.
And after all that Ive given,
This is all that Ive got?

You're taking from me.
You're stealing my trust.
And, I cant help but hate you.
To Hell or bust.
Right?

Because thats where it looks like
I'm headed.
And, its like thats where you want me to go.
And, I cant help but feel a bit angry.
And I just thought you wanted to know.

You've stolen the things that I care for
You've Given me nothing but grief.
And, all that I want, is to know that you're helping.
And not just watching me losing my sleep.

I hate you, my creator.
I want to be anywhere but here.
Because you took everyone
I loved and held very dear.

You're leaving me hear on my own
And, You must know I'm not strong enough now.
But you still seem to want me miserable.
It doesn't matter who you take or how.

And, I know, that I'm going to hell..
probably just because I'm me.
because it seems like you want me at the bottom of the hill.
I just wanted to know if you could see.

I was hoping you didn't notice what you were doing to me.
Because if you knew, that would be oh so cruel.
But, I still have no comfort or knowledge.
of if we are content, or in the middle of a duel.

I want to shout.
Leave me alone.
Where are my friends?
Send them back home.

I miss them,
I need them,
I'm lost here alone.
Please, God, Please, just send them home.

And, as far as i can tell,
you dont want me to get up.

I'm begging
I'm begging
I'm begging you.
Stop hurting me.
I'm better off alone.
than you taking everything i love.