A secret revealed

Sick to my stomach
sick to my head
tryin to convince my self, I'm better off dead

sittin home alone on a Saturday night
with nothin to do but feel loneliness bite

drowning in pity drowning in sorrow
cry myself to sleep
hopin it'll get better tomorrow

my secret is out
my only truth revealed
something deep and dark i wished to keep concealed

i can't forgive and sure as hell can't forget
you've lost my trust
are you happy yet?

you were the only one i entrusted
the only one i ever told
but my since my secrets been out
my secrets gotten old

i refuse to look back
the past is just that
with our friendship forever gone
like a soda gone flat