No one to Hold

Looking around my empty room
I have never felt so lonely
There's no one to call and no one to talk to
Except you my one and only

I would never be able to tell you
The things you make me feel
The way you make my heart explode
I can't help but wonder if this is real

But I know you don't feel the same
I know there is no use
To my wishes and my kisses
And my hearts brutal abuse

I know that you won't care
If I tell you I'm in love
I know I'm just your toy
It's never me you're thinking of

I never meant to fall for you
Because I knew this is how it would be
I never thought I'd fall so hard
But I knew you'd never fall for me

So now I am alone
In my room so dark and cold
No one here to love me
No one here to hold

Samantha
Written in Blood

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