Still only him

As i sit here in a pool of tears
i read the words he has written
i realize how completely wrong i was
and what a fool i have been
i realize how much he really cares
and that he doesnt want to hurt me
i love and need him so much
and i care for him desperately
he will always have a place of his own
at the very center of my heart
even tho we areso far away
and hundreds of miles apart
so far away yet i think of him
so many others and still only him
where would i be now had we never met
id probably be dead im willing to bet
he has saved my life many times before
and i know he will save me many times more
i love him so much this has to be right
he guides me through the darkest nights
i cant wait until the day i go home
so i can be with him without a doubt
and experience what love is really about