I look at my arms and see my fresh cuts
people ask why i do a stupid thing like that
but they never stop to think
that maybe to others
its not as stupid as it looks
its relieving
yea maybe only temporarily
but look at it this way
would you rather feel the same pain for your entire life
or have a few breaks here and there from the pain
people do not understand how pain differs
physical pain is so much easier to deal with
but emotional pain, theres nothing worse
its like someone has ripped open your chest
and tore out your heart with no regrets or remorse
but physical pain can almost cover it all up
atleast help you take your mind off of things
temporarily
and when the pain does come back
just cut again
and once again your emotional pain ends
unitl tomorrow
