Afraid

I'm very sorry for the things I did to him
He was my first love and my best friend
We used to tell each other everything
And we could listen and understand for the other

I always saw him the moments when he was angry
Always felt his pain and understood him
But now he's mad with me like he never
Was before with anyone else

I hurt the person that I loved
The person I still love maybe not like before
I always cared for him

When he needed my advices yesterday
I burst out in an unpredictable way
Without thinking first like he did
When I needed his advices

I'm afraid to lose my best friend
Nobody has ever been that angry with me
And it hurts me just thinking
That he is the person who's angry

I've never been this afraid before