Afraid To Love

I finally have you
You are mine
I'm so happy
I soon get insecure and start to think
That you don't love me
My heart gets so scared
I become afraid...
It starts to tear me up inside
Not knowing what to do
I leave you
I feel so lost without you
But, I still love you
I ask you back again
You say yes
I'm relieved
But, I do it again
Soon it becomes a cycle
This time you won't take me back
My heart is crushed
It's all my fault
I lost you...
I was hurt so much before I met you
And now...the reason I always leave you is because..

It's because I'm afraid to love.