Pain

Envisioning the day when I can move away
I enjoy summer camp so I can be away from my family for a while
I know they miss me but I don't miss them even half the time

Some days I just want to move away and never see them again
It is times like these when I feel afraid that I don't have enough money to runaway

Any family can be better than this but then I look around and sadder families can be found
At least I'm not them
I sometimes think

But other times when I can't help but cry and weep myself to sleep
I wonder if anyone else feels the same pain
My family doesn't hear me or at least doesn't say anything
My mom has no idea the pain I feel
But it is so real and loud how can she not hear it too?
But some how she doesn't have a clue.

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