You\'re all i need

When I fall asleep you're in my head,
And you're always my morning start.
I know you're very special,
And you'll always be in my heart.

But I gave you up for another,
That I will not pretend,
I love him dearly,
But it should be me and you in the end.

And when I start to think of it,
It makes me want to cry.
To know I could've had you,
Makes me internally die.

I've kept kept my feelings secret,
Until this very day.
It's made me quiver inside,
And nearly whither away.

But our distance means nothing,
In love that's true.
But is it possible,
For me to love you?

Know Iâ??ll always be here,
And Iâ??ll know youâ??ll do the same.
Because youâ??ve always been around,
Itâ??s just my eyes that went lame

So when you lay your head down,
To go to sleep tonight.
Think of this as a message,
Like a far off star still in sight.