My Wrists Bleed Pain

I've been blinded for so long
truth has opened my eyes
having yet another broken heart
i cant even bring myself to cry

this pain ravages my heart
your memory rapes my mind
I've been wounded deeply
i keep the scars hidden inside

the silent voices are laughing at me
echoing throughout my head
" i told you, i told you"
over and over again

a cold pain rips through my soul
new tears overwhelm my eyes
you tore my heart straight out
i felt as if i had died

hopelessly failing to forget you
time cant and wont rewind
I'd wish I'd never met you
i wish i could have lied

drunk on my failures
sitting by my broken window
regretting everything I've done
wishing i was never with you

i should have listened to my doubt
a big part of me will never mend
hence, my heart has been long closed
a door that will never open again