ALone

It hit me like his fist to your face
I'm all alone in this big nasty place

I've lost everyone that truely did care
But all i ever did was shout and swear

I pushed them away all those tearful eyes
And turned against them.. now they dispise

Black, hollow and empty this space
Black repeated tears curve along this face

So many thoughts run this mind
Explanations i am unable to find

Too fat and no true friends
Resisting the blade..but still wondering where the pain will end

Tried so many ways to get away
As i can't live anymore not in this state

I'm all alone on this throne
Of emptiness