Broken Down

As you fly your eyes through this it won't be a big deal,
read between the lines and you will feel the pain I feel.

I'm feeling so much hurt right now I want to fly tonight,
Sometimes my head real messed up, sometimes I know I'm right.

When the worst is good enough then stop and realise,
where have I been the past six months? Just dreaming in his eyes.

But right now I feel like hell with all these heartache fears,
a reality now known to me escaping in these tears.

I'm saying that I hate you but the truth is that I don't,
I'm saying I'll get over you yet knowing that I won't.

Tonight I walked through all my fears alone you'll never know,
the silence that I'll keep of this is only mine to throw.

You said you'd never hurt me you went ahead though still,
now I see it's not myself but you I want to kill.

Go away, leave me alone and please never comeback,
Tonight you made me doubt myself, it's 'feeling' that you lack.

You're heartless, spineless coldblooded oh this will never do,
I'm wishing that we never met, it's all because of you.

What my hearts set on right now and has been for a while,
is damn sure to upset you so good luck finding your smile.