Lately

Lately I can\'t find the words to say, just how I\'m feeling and if I\'m OK.

I know I\'m not myself and you might too,
but you\'ll never know how much I love you.

I really miss you, forget what you\'re like,
In my mind I play over that fast running night.

My heart is unstable my feelings a mess,
I just sit here and wait for you I guess.

You don\'t know how easily you make me smile,
though nobody knows I\'ve been here for a while.

Stuck in this feeling, in this frame of mind,
please tell me what you said ain\'t left behind.

I have dreams of me and you and at night they mime,
how it would feel for you to be mine.

I\'d love to be with you and not hunted down,
but instead I sit here, I cry and I frown.

I think how I\'ve cried everyday of this year,
and how I wish, how I long, to be your 'her'.

I\'m not sitting here just thinking of me,
I\'m thinking of us and how good we could be.

This \'us\' I talk of could be totally great!
That\'s cause you\'re \'him\' as well as my mate.

I\'ll try to get over this, get over you,
still I sit here thinking \'do you feel this too\'?