Confused....

I'm always such an a** to everyone.I'm always so depressed, so confused.I'm torn in 2 worlds, good and bad.I know when to be good but it's so boring. I like to be bad, its so fun and thrilling.But I still don't know which way to go.Life is so diffecult,so confusing.No one trly understands me.Sometimes theres only one thing to ease my pain, to sit and cry.It appears the only way to live through the pain.But I must find another.But for now, this will just have to do. And spend the rest of my life being confused.