Voices

I cant help but listen,
to the voices inside my head,
they say I'm worthless,
and better off dead.

They say I'm a bad person,
ill never get anything right,
and nobody cares,
when i go out at night.

I try to drink,
the voices away,
but no matter my state,
they will always stay.

I know they are wrong,
they have to be,
cuz no matter what,
i have friends and family.

The voices say,
that they are just pretending to care,
and its all in my head,
they are not really there.

But should i believe,
that its not just a lie,
and i am no good,
I'm better to die?

I'm tired of listening,
to negativity,
dwelling on thoughts,
that are depressing me.

I told the voices to leave,
they are not wanted here,
I'm tired of this madness,
of living in fear.