Regrets

Drunken mistakes line this life
I tried to warn her but she took no notice of this type
Life is better now but i still believe
That i should of died, that day they found me
Drunk in the park
Without a painful mark
Now after months of personal blame
Memories and life are all the same
Still sitting in my chair wiping away the blood
That pile of tissues full of miss-trust
I wish i had dyed so long ago
But am i really alive, as it still hurts when i move
Don't try to false that smile on my face
This life, those lies so many mistakes