My life

I hate this life for what it's worth
I've hated it since my 12 am birth,
I hate all the decisions that have been made
I wish I could just let it all fade,
How can I live with all that's going on,
How can I survive whaen I'm really not that strong,
I wish my life was over before it began
I wish I could get dealt just on last hand,
but the game is over and I've lost the fight
Now I must makeamends, make it all right,
Say I'm sorry to all those whom I've done wrong
SSmile at those who've been with me so long,
you ask yourselves why I feel this way
It's really very simple on this day of gray,
The guys in my life have all decieved me
Treated me like an angel just to set me free,
The lies have been enough to kill
the voids in my heart, I'm still not able to fill,
The sooner it's over, the sooner it's done
and only then, will the game be won.