As cold as i seem
I've not always been like this
people who are meant to be friend
don't act in the manner
hope, hope means nothing
you will just get let down
like me time and time again
it might seem like all i do is complain
thats not me at all
i tried to hide but it don't seem to work
life always makes thing worse for me
every tear that i cry don't help
like i wanted them to
some people have their life made
i think life wasn't made for me
i have nothing to contribute
i waited for nearly 18 years for some one to save me
i gave up i could wait know longer
so i just let my dreams fly away then and there
i can just hear god saying "your not worth it"
and i believe it
know one wonts me around
i have know hope know dreams
so whats the point to go on
with all the pain
