To be You

As I pour
my blood down the drain
I slit my wrists
to hit every vein

to think it would kill me
to ease my pain
I would give anything
to have your fame

to get what you got
in which I don't own
I am the unfortunate
all left alone

I only ask to be wanted
and have love and affection
but what I get
is everyones simple rejection

you act so hard done by
but really your not
I would give you anything
To live the life you got

but simply you don't see
thats you've gone so far
anyone would dream
to live the life of a star

you got the personality
and the good looks
I'm just the nerd
with all the books

YOu don't know me
or what I've been through
I'd do anything
to be you