Suicide

I do not want to do this
but its my only choice
no one hears a thing i say
no one listens to my voice

i have a tiny plan
one that cant be shared
this would all be better
if someone had just been there

i wouldn't be like this
so hurt and so abused
i would not feel that all my life
was wasted being used

maybe a gun will do it
maybe the knife might work
what about not eating
i don't know, I'm not sure

but i just need to say
that i can not stay here
for this world makes it worse
and no one sees my tears