I'm sitting here looking at the screen
Watching these words form.. with what I'm typing
I'm here again in this house of pain
I'm here every week..sadness the only thing i gain
in the car two minutes i scream at you
Three minutes I'm mad over what happened at two
Four minutes gone tears running down my face
Then your still driving.. i don't think i belong in this place
I cant let you get to me.. like you always have done
Its time i stopped this.. i give in, you have won
Sitting staring straight into the screen
listening to music making me turn insane
Thinking of what i have become
I have totally given in.. look you have WON
Acheing arm laying on the desk
While trying to hide the scars as i undress
Now hiding the cuts.. as i have given in
I cant do this as much as i wanted to at the begining
My final night from the long days
Has finally come.. this final day.. this is my final way
To tell you I'm sorry.. its over.. its now the end
I wish i had gone long ago.. finally it wins
