Nothing To Worry

My feeling is gone away.
it won't even wanna stay.
i don't want to start it.
and I'm not going to pick it up.
as i watch it on the big screen.
as i see it in my face.
i look away and look to the sky.

no tears come down.
nothing is a fear from it.
i begin to think that it's over.
i begin to believe that I'm gone.
I'm over this factor of emulation.

i see it on my leg.
the red marks from the scars.
now you all know what i am.
what i am talking about.
it's true though nothing to worry.

why would people wanna do it?
i don't want to begin again.
i don't want to be depressed.
what the fu.ck is the point?
you only live once.
why don't you live it like tomorrow is the end?
instead of cutting off the pain.

razor blades are so old.
knifes are so overrated.
my writing skills are still the same.
still writing about the some thing.
but it's not like I'm doing it.

so do everyone a favor.
stop being someone your not.
stop cutting yourself up.
making us try to feel sorry for you.
stop trying to show off.
with all your scars up and down.
all over your body.
because it's bul.l sh.it.