Back Once Again

She's dead on the bathroom floor.
the blood creeps up inside of her.
cutting herself with the razor.
holding the razor clean cut.
she's staring at the mirror.
the looks she gave herself.
the white skin is so poor.

crying her eyes out.
she sitting on her bed.
thinking of what happened.
thinking of the guy she loved.
of how he ruined her life.
the tears fade back in her eyes.

she's on the school bus.
making up a plan to die.
she can't believe what happened.
why did he do that?

she's at school.
he's making fun of her.
he's telling everyone that she was easy.
that she wasn't that hard to leave.
the choices then wins.

she's at home in the kitchen.
telling her mom good bye.
before she gets on the bus.
the bus to school.

her mom wakes her up.
from this nightmare she just had.
she's off to school once again.

*this poem is all back wards so the end is the beginning and the beginning is the end*