Nothing

Nothing is what I am
Its what ive always been
Its everything that I hav done
And everything ive seen

Nothing is all I want to eat
Its all I want to breathe
Its all ive been able to feel
Since the day that u did leave

I have no sense of well being
No tiny once of hope
and when it comes to u and me
I have no way to cope

You made me feel something
That id never felt before
Something that consumed me day and night
Something I could not ignore

But this something was not a bad thing
This something served me well
For once in my life, the gates of heaven were open
And I wasnt living in hell

But when what we had died
So too did this feeling
And in its wake, it left a bloody wound
In which there will be no healing