Why are they so curel?

I have to face it
I just cant stand it any longer
I have to tell you what has been on my mind
Its just so big
It could ruin everything we have
I dont want that to happen
I never want that to happen
Im just so lost
So hurt
So confused
I dont understand how people can just say things like that
Dont they care?
Do they even think about the effects it has?
Its all I ever hear
All the bad things
Its always the first thing
Always the first reaction
Its always there
Haunting my every move
Pinning me against walls
Scaring me
I just dont know what to do
They say things about you
How I am just crazy
And with every word I die on the inside
My heart breaks a little with every breath they take
I just dont understand how people can be so mean
I want to yell and scream at them for not seeing the you that I see
But I know that it will only make matters worse
I dont know what I am supposed to do
Will it ever get better?
Its always been like this
Its all Ive ever known
It makes me wonder if youre different when Im not around you
It makes me wonder so many things
But in the end I know that I love you
I know I always will
But then why cant anyone see that
Why cant they see that it hurts?

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