Will He

Will he ever know
The feelings that I have for him
I must never show
The love I have inside for him

I can not bear the thought
Of how much pain I have brought
Making everything harder for him
Simply because I let him know

Questions cloud my thoughts
I begin to fill with doubt
Did he really like me
Or was it simply lust
Did he really love me
Or did it melt to dust

I am sorry if this is not very fluid, but my thoughts are not very clear right know. This is simply how I feel.