So right..

Im so lost in my head
and so broken inside
but feeling this way
lets me know im alive.

i dont know why im like this
i dont think i deserve it
im sick of being second best..
sick of feeling like shit.

everything was so right
and you could always see me smiling.
but now im barely living
and forever i am crying.

when i look at my surroundings
smiling just seems so wrong.
cant wait till it\'s all over,
but the end is far too long.

i dont want to fall to pieces
but that\'s the best i\'ve got.
dont try to put me back together
just watch me die and rot.

if only you could see my pain..
the pain behind these eyes of mine.
but i\'ll never reveal the torture,
take it as a sign.