I must be blind..

Lying on my bed
sleepless nights i bare...
Thoughts of you flash through my head
but your not around to care...

Few memories that i have with you
strolling through my mind...
The thinking is pain, but still i do,
It's enough to make me blind...

Blindness, affects the ability,
to see which ways i go...
It also affects my sanity,
and now my confidence is low...

I must be blind,
i cannot see the shadow in your eyes...
All these years of my worry,
You have been telling lies...

I must be blind,
I cannot see,
the reason why i live...
And if you know, can you tell me please,
the answer that YOU give?

I must be blind,
I cannot see,
The present game in play...
The game were you battle me,
so i think I'll lose today...

But maybe I'll just let you win,
because my vision is weak...
And tomorrow when i wake, again,
my vision i will seek...

Blindness affects the ability,
to see which ways i go...
It also affects my sanity,
still no care do you show...