My Secret suicid that noone can see

I dream of nothing but pitch black
fearing of looking back
I can feel everyone leaving me
My secret suicide that no one can see
cuts on my wrist
blood on my cloths
a deep secret no one will know
My tears fall as i look at the flame
my own fault is really only to blame
In my secret suicide that noon can see
I know I'll finally for once be set free
As i stain the carpet with dark crimson red
I now hear the song that the voices once said
"Don't be afraid of what you see
there's no one here but you and me
Sweet dear child don't fear what your doing
I know your tears aren't really that soothing
Come with me
Let the forgotten remember
come with me
and finally be free"