It Can Do Nothing But End

In everything I do I think of you.
Thats something you never knew.
I wish I knew if you think of me too.

I stayed away so I could stay near.
Not being around you was my crying fear.
I say "what have I become?" To the girl
in the mirror.

Your touch is my charging erotic thought.
But you don't know I keep that in me tied
in a knot.

Tell me what to do.
Tell me what you want me to do to you.
Show me something I never knew.

Tease me,
look at me.
Tell me what you want to see.
I'm as ready as I'll ever be.

Tell me you like my hair and then pull hard.
This moment should be in a greeting card.

Send it to his wife.
Better yet I'll tell her while holding a knife.
He is mine and this is my life.

I catch my breath, now that I finally can.
What am I thinking he is only a man.

He needed me,
I didn't need him.
Looking now his eyes are more dime.

Being bitter won't stop pain.
It only makes a more nastier memory stain.
I know you could have never been mine.
It's time for the end so where do I sign.

I'll never forget that one time thing.
Even tomorrow if I lye with a king.
I won't forget our weekly fling.

Moving on doesn't hurt if I give a sye,
But my heart will stay yours until I die.