Chicken?

Im to chicken to pull the trigger...
im to chicken to slip my wrists...

what good am i?
if i say i hate my life so much why dont i end it?

why dont i just make it stop?

it could all be so much easier if i shot myself or cut my vains...

but ever since i met you my life hasent been the same....
all i ever think about is you...
oh how you changed me so..

for the better? or the worse?
i guess thats up to me...

i wish i could find the way to say thank you for everything you\'ve done
your silent kisses are what keep me alive..

striving for your perfection is what i want more than anything...

all i ever wanted was for you to love me....