And i always will...

I will never walk away from you,
I will never ever lie,
Thatâ??s what you said to me,
Your kind words made me cry.

You said that years have passed,
But our friendship has stayed strong,
I believed this when you said it,
But I know now I was wrong.

You put your arms around me,
In a warm, embracing hug,
You said that it was all okay,
As you gave my arm a tug.

You said no matter what went on,
It would never ever change,
Our friendships more like family,
The false promise that you made.

You said youâ??d always be there,
Just a friendâ??s phone call away,
But now I really need you,
And you turned me down today.

You said that you are busy,
There would be another time,
You said â?? I have to go nowâ??
And hung up without good byeâ?¦

And now I sit here thinking,
Just how often have you lied?
About our â??perfect friendshipâ??
Or a terror in disguise.

Did it ever mean a thing to you?
Or was it only me?
Did you ever see this special thing?
Or were you blind to see?

The fact that you were there for me,
The fact that someone cared,
The way you used to talk to me,
Made me feel like you were there.

And now that I have realized,
That you may never be there again,
I feel like nothings right,
And my face my tears do stain.

I never realised what we had,
Or how much it meant to me,
But now its slowly dying,
And to me its plain to see.

That I still need you now,
As I have since I could tell,
For you have been my saviour,
And your turning to my hell.

I hope that I am wrong,
Because I need you still,
I need you now, I always have,
And I know I always will.