X Four Years Today x

Four years today,
And I just feel the same.
Does this mean I'm finished?
Is it the end of this game?

Have I moved on?
Or is it still deep inside?
The blinding pain and screaming,
That sticks in my mind.

Have you finally left me?
Or is there a final act?
The ending to this show,
Or is my will my heart be intact?

Four years today,
And I don't feel the pain,
Is this an ending to my story?
Or will the tears remain?