I hate how I'm Me.

I hate how I don't like my life
When is actually pretty good.
I hate how I downplay everything,
Instead of being grateful like I should.

I hate how I always forgive people
Never learning that trust does lie,
I hate how I'm a softie,
Always crying at last goodbyes.

I hate how I care,
About what other people think
I hate how I have to clutch at you,
Just in case I sink.

I hate how I'm sometimes selfish
When I really shouldn't be,
I hate how fortunate I am,
But I never act happy.

I hate how I have
Seemingly Low Self-esteem,
I hate how I never show
How I would like to be seen.

I hate how I clutch to memories
Can never move on,
I hate how I take people for granted
Sorrily miss them when they're gone.

I hate how I'm open
But on certain subjects I just clam
I hate how I sulk
And resent the way I am.

I hate how I worry
nd analyze everything,
I hate how I apologise
For every small thing.

I hate how I'm a hypocrite
And fall back on what I say
I hate how I'm a pushover
And let everyone get their way.

I hate how I'm not perfect
But yet I try to be,
I hate how I am,
Bottom line, I hate how I'm me.

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